The devil doesn't come dressed in a red cape and pointy horns. He comes as everything you've ever wished for.

Really dontknow what's today, didn't it suppose to be the day that we should be happy ? It's our 4th monthsary yet everything turns out this way.... We are really drifting futher and futher away :( 

我们的爱真的是这样的吗? 不能有什么事就坐下来谈吗? 我真的很乱，乱到自己都不知道应该干嘛.... Threatening to leave already isn't the way to make you love me more and hold tighter anymore. What's love to you ? Whatever I do wouldn't satisfies you anyway.... You wouldn't love me like how I love you, you wouldn't take me as your priority anymore, you wouldn't care like how you does, because the love isn't like how it used to be anymore. 

Really feeling depressed, no one to talk to because no one would ever understand how it feels anyway. Even if someone is willingly to be there to listen, they wouldn't know how it really feels to be hurt like this.... I did tried to leave, you holded on, but now you're forcing me to let go of all these :( why ? 

你真的不能爱我那么多一点吗? 我真的爱到你我爱自己还要多了...... 我能付出的我都做了， 可是呢 ? :(