You don't have to see the whole staircase, just take the first step.

Idk why th picture seem so red, but still I've gt this sweet lil girl here being my everyday listener and that's enough. 

Sigh, paranoid, trust, love, relationship? Why it's really such a hassle to be handling my own relationship's problem ? And having trust issue with love. Perhaps it's my fault for not giving a 100% trust on to him. But never put a 100% trust on a guy, they are really gonna let you down anyway. First, you told me you wouldn't be contacting her anymore, yet still... Really dumb of myself and really stupid that I know so much stuffs.... 

也许妈妈说的真对, 是自己没有本事留不住自己男朋友的心，不能怪别人.... 对是有第三者，可是如果你的男朋友不要管她的话，就不会变到这样了.... 

Long chat with mom ytd while on our way to fetch bro, then that's what th only thing she told me after I asked her what to do.... Hais, mom told me to learn smart and be smart, don't take th path she once took, it's really tough :( 

爱一个不爱你的人真的好难 :( 

If only you start realizing how much hurt I've got everyday, if only you could fulfill your promises to me.. If only love doesn't have obstacles to overcome with...