失望.

                                              

                                                          

                                                            失望的感觉又是怎样的?   

                                                                     谁能了解呢? 

Trying not to stay at home and to avoid all these isn't helping at all either. Smiles because it helps me to avoid those unhappiness and not to let people worries about me. I really felt those emptiness here. Just sucks everything sucks now. 

Hasn't been talking to you for the second day already. Why am I being blamed ? Your decision really hurts us so much. But why ain't you awake yet ? Stop forcing me to be acting this way, I really hate it. I don't wish to hurt you either but you can choose a outsider to us ? Your son, your daughter, your blood.